haiz..lucky for two times is great but i doubt there will be a third time..
cheated death e first time was while driving n talking to ben..nearly had an accident wit a on coming bus..

second time was JUST NOW..a bmw nearly run me over..his side mirror hit my hip..imagine how close tat was??bloody shit..its red light for u deep shit..

how long more can i live??im just wondering..one by one u ppl are leaving me..i might go soon too..even my dad may leave me soon..hope he can stay on longer then me bah..

ans to y am i not smiling..: hmm..e reason to y i cn smile before was for someone..tat i loved..
well..i lost her n so how cn i smile??reasonable??so stop asking me stupid stuffs..i no my temper ain't tat gd now..so get lost from me kies??before u guys get hurt..i dun wanna hurt anyone..


(i still love u..n im nt gonna giv up waiting for u to be back in my arms)