Friday, April 23, 2010
5:46 PM
song for u.. my fav. song..guess u didnt noe..although im e hard listener..bt im soft inside..
Breathe Easy by James Blunt
Cruel to the eye
I see the way he makes you smile
Cruel to the eye
Watching him hold what used to be mine
Why did I lie?
What did I walk away to find?
Ooh why?
Ooh why?
I......... can't breathe easy
I can't sleep at night
Till you're by my side
I........can't breathe easy
I can't dream another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air
Curse me inside
For every word that caused you to cry
Curse me inside
I won't forget, no I won't baby I
Don't know why (Don't know why)
I left the one I was looking to find
Ooh why?
Ooh why?
WHY?!
I.........can't breathe easy
I can't sleep at night
Till you're by my side
No I........can't breathe easy (Breathe easy)
I can't dream another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air
Out of my mind
Nothing makes sense anymore
I want you back in my life
That's all I'm breathing for
Ooh......................
I can't sleep at night
Till you're by my side(By my side..yeah)
I........can't breathe easy(nono~)
I can't dream another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air
There's no air..
Living in a special lovely place..
5:28 PM
hiaz..foreva thing need to be at full blast at me??
2weeks ago patric commited suicide..
ytd afternoon, chris commited suicide..
soon after..clarine baby break up with me..
i never had such a big combo set right at me..
know how pain it is??two 10yrs frend..1gf
jus tis mth itself..power pac la..
jus reached hm..was so damn emo..
went to drink near jurong..didnt went totally drunk..
haiz..seriously wad i said in e previous post really affect tis post..
let me list closest ppl tat i lost..
1. emily
2. granddad
3. nigel
4. patric
5. chris
6. aaron
7. loyd
8. alex
9. ray
and my love
clarine..
shiok ar..leaving me quite fun ar..
how bout u all return bck n i be one who leave..without saying gd bye
i really hate e feeling..
i love all of ur..especially clarine..
but haiz..nvr..maybe i shouldnt exist at all..
doesnt make any diff..
wadeva it takes n no matter how long..i'll wait..
i dun care wad u say..
n yes im super stubborn..
I LOVE U..arghhhhh~~
haiz..
Living in a special lovely place..
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
9:46 AM
i do miss e past of wadeva..fun joy n laughter..
aft sec3 onwards, n aft graduation..
everything has changed alot for me..
sadness,stress,madness,mistrust,fault,confusion,time,studies,blame,empty promises n alot more..
ppl says lifes a beautiful thing..but it jus crashed down with this conclusion..life sucks alot..n i really mean it..it sucks to e core..
sry guys..im totally nt in e right mood right now..may break down anytime..maybe to my past self..
i love u baby
:)
Living in a special lovely place..
